As A Female Politician, I Spent 20 Years Keeping Quiet About Sexism. Now I'm Speaking Out.

Barbara Buono
My appointment in 2008 as chair of the powerful Senate Budget and Appropriations Committee didn’t come without a fight. Setting a respectful tone while quietly making history as the first woman in this post was paramount.

Over the course of my 20 years as a New Jersey state legislator, it never occurred to me to disclose what’s to follow. I was too afraid of being stigmatized and destroying my career in public service. So I didn’t speak up after I was elected as the first female Senate majority leader. Not after I had the honor of serving as the first woman to chair the Senate Budget and Appropriations Committee. Even after running as the first female Democratic Party candidate for governor in 2013, my secrets remained unspoken.

Starting out as an idealistic — some might even say naive — female politician, I approached my job with the expectation I’d be treated as a co-equal partner by male colleagues. I took comfort in believing all of the carefully honed grit and tenacity that landed me in office would overcome — or at the very least, keep in check — any sexist behavior. I figured it would be easier navigating it now than it had been as a teenager new to my first paying job as a waitress. That was the first and last time I quit my job because I felt denigrated and threatened by a man.

Little did I know how outmatched I was.

 

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